I had to go to the doctor today. I’ve been too exhausted, I know why: too much work in the office too much work at home. I’ve been having a lot of headaches, nauseous and I was afraid there was something wrong with my arterial tension.
When as soon as the doctor saw me, she told me I’m too white meaning I’m probably anaemic. I have some urgent blood test to do tomorrow once this should be checked soon because from time to time I have anaemia.
Arterial tension was 8-13 which are the values I had 7 years ago when I had my big depression. Before going into antidepressants (which I don’t wanna take) I’m going to try a treatment based in supplements: magnesium, iron and a complex for lost of memory and attention. My memory is affected and I often forget things.
I know this is just from being exhausted, I have to organize myself (don’t know how). I’m alone at work because my co-worker fired herself. I’m alone doing 2 people jobs, I have a house to clean, laundry, two kids to take care of, cook, etc. etc. I’m going nuts and I can’t avoid it. I’m just exhausted.
I won’t be working 24 or 26 so I have 5 days to get some rest and than again next week 5 more days, than a whole year of leaving home at 8.30 and arriving at 19:00 at home. I just hope I win the lotto soon or I will get crazy.



