Today the day started with a lot of kisses from my DH and my dear son and dear daughter. Yes, it’s my birthday today - 39 years old.
39 is not a special number, it only means I’m closer to the 40’s and than, instead of a 3 I will have a 4 starting my age.
At the age of 39 I realize I’m more aware of what is going on around me, I’m wiser and my head is overloaded with information. The youngest people I know already request me advice regarding life, raising kids, and I feel that age brings us a huge know-how.
I’m aware that age is arriving too fast, many things are being left undone, many resolutions were not accomplished yet and I feel I’m kind of running out of time to do certain things.
I never thought I would reach 39 with life as it is, and I mean, not only my personal life but life in general, the country. I thought the country would grow faster and living conditions would improve but I was wrong, life is getting tough.
I know life should be lived one day at a time but sometimes it’s difficult not to look back to the things we wanted and that were not accomplished. I still believe that, one day, I might me able to accomplish them.
